13 December 2013

Final Round of Applause

Finally saw the light, Thanks for helping me get to where I need to be and showing me that my love NEVER meant a thing to you. Thanks for the pain you caused because it molded me into the woman I am today. Thank you for the blunt disrespect and unsupportive actions that you stood behind because your pride is what keeps you warm at night. Thank you for throwing our friendship away because I was still holding onto the old raggedy thing, hoping that we could be tight like we use to be. Thanks for showing me how much of a dummy I was falling in love with a guy who partially loved me, if you ever loved me at all. The thing that drives me insane is how I could see past your flaws and love you no matter what, kept caring for someone who obviously doesn't give a damn about me. Even after all this time and after all the things you subjected me to, I still could say I genuinely care for you but that ends today. I have to walk away and take my love with me and give it to someone who will appreciate me for all I do and what I stand for. I have to keep on pressing on and not dare look behind me because I'll trip up and miss my destiny. I was questioning whether or not was I ready to say goodbye but au revoirs are in order. Time to let us die and no resurrections are allowed. I can still smile because I'm glad it happened but that's all I can give credit for. No more tears for you and well wishing that you miss me too because I'm tired of still playing the fool to something that obviously didn't work. You didn't deserve me and you'll never have a woman as great as me because I'm a once in a lifetime chance of pure happiness and I almost let you ruin me. Bitterness and depression was chasing me down but I found me strength to keep running my race to the fullest. So thank you once again for everything that you did but this will be the last acknowledged performance on the stage of my life, so take your final bow.

02 December 2013

The man of Reality

I meet you every time I close my eyes In the most intimate place of my mind Filling me up with your love, triggering my passion to flow freely Touching me like you personally crafted my body Being ever so gentle with the delicate places Soothing my soul with each caress of my flesh Admiring who I am and loving me for it Because I am not perfect but I am your perfection Making me forget about the long day I've had No words are speaken but knowing what I need Singing to my spirit, rejuvenating me Recharging my batteries, encouraging me The man of my dreams, I've yet to meet physically Connected to me even if I don't know who you are, sensually building me up until the reuniting of our souls My hope is what I hold onto, it keeps me going Opening my eyes and coming back to reality is what I must do but I know you are out there waiting for me and know I waiting for you

Lipstick trails

I want to decorate your skin if you don't mind Press my lips against every part of you, giving each area it's own quality time Smear my lipstick and I'll reapply It doesn't bother me any because I have plenty in supply Different shades, flavors, and textures All of them for you Let me take my time and try each color on you Feel my kisses and embrace my love Enjoy my passion and have some fun I hope you are enjoying this as much as I Because this is making me hot, I can't lie Some call it wasteful but that doesn't matter to me To see you smile and enjoy being pampered Is pure ecstasy

17 September 2013

The Reasons

We are in two different places and two different head spaces so that's why I need to stay away from you I love you but I have to keep my distance Because I forget who I am when you are in my presence. I seem to forgot our rough past and dream about how we could be I thought couldn't live without you, couldn't breath without you when you walked away from us but reality reminded me that it's your loss so just let it be. Learning to function without you has been one of the hardest things I've had to do but it needed to be done so I had to make do Wondering if our love has truly died or is sleeping like snow White longing to be awakened by your sweet kiss but these things I can't sit around and wait for because that kiss may never come and I don't know what the world has in store for me, so why sit around waiting for you to decide to love me? Why should I let you Control my destiny? When any fool with eyes could see that it gets no better than me. There is someone out there waiting for me to be everything they desire and more, No need to explain what's behind our closed door. I can walk away with my head held high because I gave all I could and everything in life deserves a try.

04 July 2013

Making love to the rain

You make me wet inside and out Caressing my skin with each and every drop You make it worth it to get caught up in you, cleansing my soul as you do what you do. Giving me your purest form of affection and the pleasure of your erection simply takes my breath away. You know the right things to say and which parts of my body need your touch the most. You pull me in close and never let me go. I hate to see the sunshine because that means you have to go but when I see the clouds gather, I'll be ready for you with my raincoat on.

03 July 2013

Time for Goodbyes

I miss the strong aroma of your cologne on my bed sheets and the time you spent invading my dreams and I wouldn't be asleep
I miss tugging on your beard while you laid next to me and your sweet kisses trailing from the back of my neck to the top of my feet
I miss sitting in your lap watching you play call of duty and you making dinner whatever I was hungry
I miss the old you and our old things but times change and all I have is sweet memories of the man that I thought I loved and our history. Chemistry feels right but it didn't make you happy. I was holding you back from what you were yearning for and I was to busy wanting more of your love because that's what I thought I needed but looking back it was only feelings that I thought were real. A comfort zone leading to no mansland and love that was only one sided.  I've learned from my mistakes and I've learned from you. Not every man is man enough to make your dreams come true and just because you love someone doesn't mean they are right for you. But I thank God for you because if we never happened, discovering reality wouldn't have been so fulfilling. Time to embark on a new journey with a clear mind and a reunited spirit
Thank you for everything, you were just what I needed

14 June 2013

Shower Scene

One shower head Two bodies The perfect combination for love making The hot water and steam contributes to the dirty things we do to one another Starts off innocently enough until you start rubbing up against my butt with what I know isn't a bar of soap Whispering in my ear to let you have it and don't be scared girl just grab it You get to kissing on my spot and you are trying to mess up my clean body but I don't want you to stop Picking me up and pressing me against the wall, I'm praying to God we don't slip and fall High off passion as we look into each other's eyes, with each stroke my love dripping down your thighs Knocking over body wash and getting into it, why are you worried about my hair getting wet? I don't have any. When your moans match mine and I get to shaking at the same time, I know we've completed the task at hand. Give me 30 minutes rest and we can do it again

13 June 2013

Boxer Briefs

It's something about a man wearing this one thing that drives my little behind insane. Next to nothing but still enough mystery for my mind to wonder whatcha working with. Nothing but a tease but it doesn't bother me because I'll take down anything that tempts me. I can't resist the deliciousness of a chocolate man in greatest gift to all of woman's kind and my perverted mind wanting to touch and kiss every part of his canvas, talmbout ready to sit on his lap and enlarge that imprint, give him the time of his life if he can handle it. I don't mean to be mannish but baby can I have it, I mean do you mind if I undress you from your suit and tie and let me vibe? Well I needs to know Can I? Just know don't come around me just wearing the that one thing that drives me crazy

26 May 2013

Lovers Anonymous Meeting

Hi my name is Tarolyn and I'm recovering I've been addicted to love for over 5 years and this drug abuse is killing me I can't sleep, won't eat, and neglecting my friends and family that need me I know it's wrong but it feels so right to be high off what's my kryptonite but it's time to let it go and start a new So that's why I'm here to spill my guts you. I've given my money, time, hell I would have gave my life for my doses of love in my life. I had to be dumb to believe that this was going to workout for me but I become hopelessly optimistic when it comes to the things I need or what I feel like I need. But I've discovered that I can survive without it and I'll be fine. It's been a long hard 3 weeks but I stand here and say I'm clean. I've come close to relapsing but God is in control of every and has kept me close to Him. This is just the beginning of my journey and a long road ahead but I'm grateful for a fresh start and that I'm not dead

Growing Up

I'm evolving into my rare form and it is scaring me But there is a blessing in transformation that I've come to see Shedding the old and outdated things about yourself that are unnecessary You start living, like hard core living and your dreams are birthed in the world daily and you can't remember the last time a nightmare kept you up at night The type of living that you thought couldn't exist after you lost the one thing you thought you couldn't live without. Now you are better off without it and life after a loss is so much more worth it I look in the mirror and it blows my mind that the reflection looking back at me is mine. I'm coming into my own and feels so right and I am still in shock that this is my life. The beauty of it all is that the key has always been within me because I am the creator of my own destiny

23 May 2013

ByeBye Baby

I had a moment today that I've been avoiding for a while, Reality has set in and I see the truth now
There is no longer a we .........
Better yet I don't think there ever was a we, it was just a you enjoying things with me.
Now that I reflect on it, I feel so small because I truly cared for you from the bottom of my heart and soul; and you dropped me faster than a hot potato and walked away like there was nothing else to be said,
I gave to you what I felt you needed but in the end I was mistreated because I spoiled you and forgot about me.
And that's how the end of our story came to be.
I was to much of a coward to ask you to be the man that I needed you to be, I was scared of pushing you away but in the end you walked away from me,
leaving a bruise hearted woman to pick up the pieces of her pride.
I let my guard down for you, like I didn't know any better
A familiar feeling that I always hated
Being abandoned by the man I thought I needed
Staining my pillows with tears from the years of love I thought was fareal
The feeling of being mistreated and letting being optimistic blur my 20/20 vision because I saw pass your selfish ways because I was willing to give up all my me's for we's but it was only me down for team us apparently. I just thank God I can walk away with my dignity because I know in my heart I gave you the best of me. I hope you find everything that  you are out searching for because you gave up on the one woman who wanted nothing more than to see your smile everyday for the rest of your life, a woman who wanted to be your wife and give life to your hopes and dreams from her womb, and give you the world just because she loves you. As I walk away there is no see you later or see ya next time, a permanent ending is more suitable ....... Goodbye

Wake Up

Sometimes I can't believe my eyes, because knowing where  our people have come from, this foolishness comes as surprise! We absorb this bullshit that today's society provides to ruin our minds and kill our legacy. We are descendents of the earth's first Kings and Queens, royal family, and high society.  Don't you see they are pumping poison into our vains, brainwashing our youth, and incarcerating our men so that we don't go back to the proper state of mind we were born in. Ripped from the arms of our motherland Africa, we were beaten and abused, built the greatest nation upon our backs but we get no recognition in the history books. They chose the strongest of people of the world to build a dream that they dreamt for themselves but forgot to acknowledge us and remolded our souls. Telling us we should be grateful that they saved us from a barbaric life we faced ..........
I wish people would open up their eyes and see that we are still in a form of slavery but we are allowing it to be. Where the black family is becoming a fact of history because black men and women are chasing the wrong things. Money, cars, and clothes are what's rotting our soul. Statistics in America shows that black single mothers are on the rise and our young boys and men are being incarcerated by the hour. We are steadily losing the morals and standards that ancestors passed down to us but we are all cool with that quick nut until the sperm connects with the egg and a baby developed. All of a sudden responsibility is out the window and another fatherless home is created with a bitter mama bashing men left and right trying to teach a boy to be a man but how can that be? Just because you come from a man doesn't mean you know how to teach a boy to be a man. Women were created from the side of a man to compliment him, build him up, and make their lives together better.  His Queen, his soul mate, his everything but we can't see pass the lustful clouds jading our eyes from the prize of properly replenishing our kingdom of African decent. Our people are forgetting what our family values stand for. Taking pride in being a member of the baby mama and baby daddy club! What happened to taking pride in your our family units?Soon the future generations will have to refer to The Cosby show to know what a strong black family is. What's wrong with uniting with one another and starting a family the right way. We have got to do better before it's to late. I don't want to stuffed, puffed, and plastered in a museum and historians refer to our people as the existent race

22 May 2013


Chocolate Adonis of my dreams that keeps me from sleeping
Every time I close my eyes you appear and take control of me.
I try to fight sleep but you keep calling me
Demanding me to stop running and face this ecstasy
I know it's a dream but it feels like the real thing
Because I wake up sweating and my inner thighs are sticky
Each and every time you seduce me with your eyes, melt me with your touch, and intrigue me with your love
You have your way with me there so I know I can't handle you in actuality
With your great physique in my face and you wrapping my legs around your waist
Telling me the things I need to get me there
Tears of joy and the pain of pleasure
It's always one hell of a dream or my overly active imagination

02 March 2013


If you chose to love me, love me for all the right reasons, Forgive me of my flaws and never try to get even. Hold me close every night and let my body come into your God made me from your rib, so we are one.
See my beauty through my tears because I might forget, Remind me of why life is worth living with you in it.
Bring change into my life but only for the better, When the storm gets ugly outside, I need to know can you stand the weather?
Time heals all wounds but I rather my time being spent on you than dwelling on the past that cannot be renewed.
When you kiss me, connect your soul with mine and let my love fall down on you each and every time. Hope with me when the darkest part of the night comes, Rub my aching body when the pain becomes unbearable, Look me in my eyes and see where I am coming from.
Walk with me on this journey and never leave my side, Don't let the pride of your mind be the dictator of the love of your heart.
Let your passion conquer all and I vow to stay true, Because the honest answer of it all is that I love you too.

Getcha Spread Right

He proudly states claim to the fact that my backside has thickened up. That my rump got plump after he started applying his love.
Applied pressure creates diamonds and his prized discovery is the diamond that giggles behind me. Not to firm but far from sloppy, he tells me the I'm lucky that I got him because women outchea paying for what he blessed me with.
Tiny frame but with plenty curves, he made mountains out of mole hills with the juice he possess. That get thick quick serum, that spreads you right and keeps you up all night.
The formula to success is proper amount of dick and plenty of rest annd the booty of your dreams will show itself.

19 January 2013


We become one as you enter my flesh
Breathing the breath of life in unison
Exhibiting the passion that cannot be explained with words but can be comprehended just the same
The pain of love is needed in order to appreciate the tears of joy that follow
Every smooth connection of intimacy
The pure ecstasy that makes you high before the world knew what a molly was
The whispers in the ear to awaken the soul, the human mating call
To the sweet kisses of each and every moment that turn into long love making sessions
Let us be great in our time and space, why fight what Physics and Chemistry cannot explain because the natural life cycle of our eternal life is already written