17 September 2013
We are in two different places and two different head spaces so that's why I need to stay away from you I love you but I have to keep my distance Because I forget who I am when you are in my presence. I seem to forgot our rough past and dream about how we could be I thought couldn't live without you, couldn't breath without you when you walked away from us but reality reminded me that it's your loss so just let it be. Learning to function without you has been one of the hardest things I've had to do but it needed to be done so I had to make do Wondering if our love has truly died or is sleeping like snow White longing to be awakened by your sweet kiss but these things I can't sit around and wait for because that kiss may never come and I don't know what the world has in store for me, so why sit around waiting for you to decide to love me? Why should I let you Control my destiny? When any fool with eyes could see that it gets no better than me. There is someone out there waiting for me to be everything they desire and more, No need to explain what's behind our closed door. I can walk away with my head held high because I gave all I could and everything in life deserves a try.