28 November 2015

Forget my number

I thought I was over you until I saw a photo, a photo of you claiming her as your property. Having the pride of her being your own glaring from your eyes, the pride that you never had for me. It doesn't hurt as much as it shocked me to see that you actually claim another human being. I always thought you'd wait for me or I thought you wanted to wait for me, with your random calls in the middle of my life to "check on" me, acting so friendly. I just found it very funny that you committed to the girl that was suppose to be a nobody to you. But you can't help but to call me for a life update on me whenever you need my energy But you her sitting next to you like your Queen to be Seems like everyone knew but me I leave the country and you decided to grow up on me. Stirring up emotions that I thought left out of me years ago Having me feeling a tad bit crazy but that's the life you chose after me, which is fine but please don't contact me on my hotline TCG

What do you want me to do?

I hated when you went missing on me, felt like our love was disconnected because you spent your portion of the bill money on more important things than the woman who you wanted to be your wife. Felt as if i was a nuisance instead of a prize because when I looked into your eyes, I saw something that I thought I'd never see ......... You giving up on me, giving up on us because we hit a rough patch in our love. You thought everything was going to be sunny days of pure bliss, but in reality that's all a myth. Real love takes hard work and sacrifice, crazy fights, and long nights of arguing but early mornings of making love until everything is right. I let you walk away because, I wanted you to be free and happy, even if that meant you weren't with me. I saw you switching up on me, changing phone lock codes on me, looking over your shoulder when you texting, finding any little reason to leave the house if we had a disagreement. Changes in our spiritual connection, I felt you steadily pulling away from me, lying to my face, pretending that everything was gravy. Stopped answering my calls, hitting me back with a text message. You abandoned us because times got hard, you walked away and left your key, Now you expect me to be all happy because you realized that what's in those streets isn't better than me. You want me to be the bigger person because you were blind that a real woman was in your life wanting to give you an eternity is happiness and beautiful babies? You want me to try again because you realized you need me? Wanting me to practice forgiveness, when this could have been our dynasty. TCG

A letter to my King (My Husband to be)

I hope this reaches you, wherever that you may be. My sole purpose in life is to make you happy. I dream of you and how things would be if we shared our lives for an eternity. Would you laugh at my corny jokes and understand my silly ways; would you caress my natural after a long trying day. I wonder if my mood swings and attitude will push you away or would handle any curve ball I throw your way? Know that I am constantly changing, God is purging me for our destiny, shaping me for the the better, preparing me for the latter, crafting me to be your wife. I will encourage you to be the very best you when times get hard; be by your side for support when you need assistance walking on our journey, pick you up if you ever should stumble or fall. I have been called to be yours and I take pride in that. Until our two pathes meet, until our hearts align and our souls are complete, I'll be waiting for you patiently; growing and learning to be what you need me to be. TCG

22 November 2015

All work and All play

When we are out in public, I'm presentable and classy, but when I get home I love to make it nasty. Text messages and phone calls through out the day turns into sexting and video messages because you want to see what color panties I wore to work that day. Lunch time visits, smiling and greeting everyone in my building but soon as we reach my office, you shut the door and close the blinds and I already know it's go time. Eating my pussy out on my desk, ripping the buttons on my blouse so you can have access to my breast when you slide deep inside, covering my mouth with the other hand to muffle the sounds. Get me all cleaned up once once you cum; Grabbing me a new blouse out of my wardrobe because this is normal for our lunch dates. Whispering to me there is more where that came from later as I walk you to the evaluator. Texting me the address for with dinner with your boss at 8 and I glady agree because I have some tricks up my sleeve. Dinner with your boss and colleagues, I showed up dressed so elegantly but sexy enough to drive you crazy. You can't stop squeezing my ass as I sit by your side at the table, texting me your ass looks like a ripe Georgia peach in this outfit and I'm planning to eat. I text back, check your blazer pocket if you dare. I wore my vibrating panties and i slipped the wireless remote is in there. Turn it on and watch me not break as sweat, I bet you won't do it unless you are that freaky. Your boss thinks we are such love birds as we kiss and whisper in each other's ears, little does he know I'm cumming and telling you the things I'm doing to you once we get to the car, I whisper baby I'm about to be your porn star as soon as you get the check ......... You tell your boss we have to get going, it's getting late and I have a early day in the morning, all lies because you want me to swallow your dick as soon as possible. You pay the tab and grab our coats, because you have cover my ass because it's soaked. The valet barely pulls the car around and we are standing out front, tonguing each other down. Soon as you get in the car, I pull your dick out so that I can taste my dessert before we make it home. Struggling to open the door to the house because you are already got the head inside. Fuck the door, we can get it on the patio so the neighbors can see how to keep your man happy.