Can you?

*The song Creep Inn by Ideal inspired this poem*

Can you meet me 3 hours away unexpectedly? At a secret place, just you and me? We can hide away from the world and discover each other's intimacy, exploring the opportunity to be more than just friendly. Can you afford to disappear for a week, in a country where we'd have to pay for a translator to speak? To learn each other and learn another culture simultaneously? Is it to much for us to hold hands walking down the street, sharing our future endeavors and facilitating what could be? Would you be willing to pack up your belongings and run away with me for a lifetime of happiness and prosperity, become one as a family, buy our dream home in different country worlds away from what we know and build our dynasty? Are you willing to walk away from what you know, to walk into the unknown with your Queen? Do you trust that you would more than thrive with me? Let's explore the world as one, never letting our love grow cold, promising to spread our love across the globe. We are limitless in this life, so let the adventure begin, I just need to know are you willing?

TCG

What a Man?!

Why chase a boy for anything He isn't ready for a challenge or to face adversity He smells of his mother's breast milk and Hennessey Ready to latch onto your nipple if you give him the opportunity You can't help who you love the say because love is a natural thing But I say can you help who you become a fool for and stop blaming love as the outcome of your situation A man doesn't need chasing because he chases you He knows what he needs and sees it when he sees you He isn't afraid of change because he wants to change for you A man's manhood isn't determined by how many women he has allowed himself to sleep with, that's child's play It's determined by how many times he has allowed himself to love another Human being as much as he has loved himself. His willingness to give and provide for someone other than himself, to build up the community around him without effort or threats The beauty of a real man is ability to build up any woman or lend her a helping hand without any intentions of gaining any rewards or repayment plans. Being able to help someone else that is in need or providing a kind gesture because that's in his personality So don't entertain these little boys in grown men's clothing Stop allowing yourself to be a mother figure to a boy who should be a man Stop giving of yourself to boost a little boy's ego because a real man's ego is stable without your reassurance or knowing what color your panties are at the end of the night If he allows what that mouf do to pass his lips to you, you politely turn around and switch your hips of his playground with his childish ways Because you deserve better than some part time minimum wage of a man Because there a grown men out there But you have to take your time to see Stand your ground and enjoy being free Because a real man is worth waiting for, because suffering from the hands of a child is tragedy.

Final Round of Applause

Finally saw the light, Thanks for helping me get to where I need to be and showing me that my love NEVER meant a thing to you. Thanks for the pain you caused because it molded me into the woman I am today. Thank you for the blunt disrespect and unsupportive actions that you stood behind because your pride is what keeps you warm at night. Thank you for throwing our friendship away because I was still holding onto the old raggedy thing, hoping that we could be tight like we use to be. Thanks for showing me how much of a dummy I was falling in love with a guy who partially loved me, if you ever loved me at all. The thing that drives me insane is how I could see past your flaws and love you no matter what, kept caring for someone who obviously doesn't give a damn about me. Even after all this time and after all the things you subjected me to, I still could say I genuinely care for you but that ends today. I have to walk away and take my love with me and give it to someone who will appreciate me for all I do and what I stand for. I have to keep on pressing on and not dare look behind me because I'll trip up and miss my destiny. I was questioning whether or not was I ready to say goodbye but au revoirs are in order. Time to let us die and no resurrections are allowed. I can still smile because I'm glad it happened but that's all I can give credit for. No more tears for you and well wishing that you miss me too because I'm tired of still playing the fool to something that obviously didn't work. You didn't deserve me and you'll never have a woman as great as me because I'm a once in a lifetime chance of pure happiness and I almost let you ruin me. Bitterness and depression was chasing me down but I found me strength to keep running my race to the fullest. So thank you once again for everything that you did but this will be the last acknowledged performance on the stage of my life, so take your final bow.

The man of Reality

I meet you every time I close my eyes In the most intimate place of my mind Filling me up with your love, triggering my passion to flow freely Touching me like you personally crafted my body Being ever so gentle with the delicate places Soothing my soul with each caress of my flesh Admiring who I am and loving me for it Because I am not perfect but I am your perfection Making me forget about the long day I've had No words are speaken but knowing what I need Singing to my spirit, rejuvenating me Recharging my batteries, encouraging me The man of my dreams, I've yet to meet physically Connected to me even if I don't know who you are, sensually building me up until the reuniting of our souls My hope is what I hold onto, it keeps me going Opening my eyes and coming back to reality is what I must do but I know you are out there waiting for me and know I waiting for you

Lipstick trails

I want to decorate your skin if you don't mind Press my lips against every part of you, giving each area it's own quality time Smear my lipstick and I'll reapply It doesn't bother me any because I have plenty in supply Different shades, flavors, and textures All of them for you Let me take my time and try each color on you Feel my kisses and embrace my love Enjoy my passion and have some fun I hope you are enjoying this as much as I Because this is making me hot, I can't lie Some call it wasteful but that doesn't matter to me To see you smile and enjoy being pampered Is pure ecstasy

The Reasons

We are in two different places and two different head spaces so that's why I need to stay away from you I love you but I have to keep my distance Because I forget who I am when you are in my presence. I seem to forgot our rough past and dream about how we could be I thought couldn't live without you, couldn't breath without you when you walked away from us but reality reminded me that it's your loss so just let it be. Learning to function without you has been one of the hardest things I've had to do but it needed to be done so I had to make do Wondering if our love has truly died or is sleeping like snow White longing to be awakened by your sweet kiss but these things I can't sit around and wait for because that kiss may never come and I don't know what the world has in store for me, so why sit around waiting for you to decide to love me? Why should I let you Control my destiny? When any fool with eyes could see that it gets no better than me. There is someone out there waiting for me to be everything they desire and more, No need to explain what's behind our closed door. I can walk away with my head held high because I gave all I could and everything in life deserves a try.

Making love to the rain

You make me wet inside and out Caressing my skin with each and every drop You make it worth it to get caught up in you, cleansing my soul as you do what you do. Giving me your purest form of affection and the pleasure of your erection simply takes my breath away. You know the right things to say and which parts of my body need your touch the most. You pull me in close and never let me go. I hate to see the sunshine because that means you have to go but when I see the clouds gather, I'll be ready for you with my raincoat on.

Time for Goodbyes

I miss the strong aroma of your cologne on my bed sheets and the time you spent invading my dreams and I wouldn't be asleep
I miss tugging on your beard while you laid next to me and your sweet kisses trailing from the back of my neck to the top of my feet
I miss sitting in your lap watching you play call of duty and you making dinner whatever I was hungry
I miss the old you and our old things but times change and all I have is sweet memories of the man that I thought I loved and our history. Chemistry feels right but it didn't make you happy. I was holding you back from what you were yearning for and I was to busy wanting more of your love because that's what I thought I needed but looking back it was only feelings that I thought were real. A comfort zone leading to no mansland and love that was only one sided.  I've learned from my mistakes and I've learned from you. Not every man is man enough to make your dreams come true and just because you love someone doesn't mean they are right for you. But I thank God for you because if we never happened, discovering reality wouldn't have been so fulfilling. Time to embark on a new journey with a clear mind and a reunited spirit
Thank you for everything, you were just what I needed

Shower Scene

One shower head Two bodies The perfect combination for love making The hot water and steam contributes to the dirty things we do to one another Starts off innocently enough until you start rubbing up against my butt with what I know isn't a bar of soap Whispering in my ear to let you have it and don't be scared girl just grab it You get to kissing on my spot and you are trying to mess up my clean body but I don't want you to stop Picking me up and pressing me against the wall, I'm praying to God we don't slip and fall High off passion as we look into each other's eyes, with each stroke my love dripping down your thighs Knocking over body wash and getting into it, why are you worried about my hair getting wet? I don't have any. When your moans match mine and I get to shaking at the same time, I know we've completed the task at hand. Give me 30 minutes rest and we can do it again