The man of Reality

I meet you every time I close my eyes In the most intimate place of my mind Filling me up with your love, triggering my passion to flow freely Touching me like you personally crafted my body Being ever so gentle with the delicate places Soothing my soul with each caress of my flesh Admiring who I am and loving me for it Because I am not perfect but I am your perfection Making me forget about the long day I've had No words are speaken but knowing what I need Singing to my spirit, rejuvenating me Recharging my batteries, encouraging me The man of my dreams, I've yet to meet physically Connected to me even if I don't know who you are, sensually building me up until the reuniting of our souls My hope is what I hold onto, it keeps me going Opening my eyes and coming back to reality is what I must do but I know you are out there waiting for me and know I waiting for you

Lipstick trails

I want to decorate your skin if you don't mind Press my lips against every part of you, giving each area it's own quality time Smear my lipstick and I'll reapply It doesn't bother me any because I have plenty in supply Different shades, flavors, and textures All of them for you Let me take my time and try each color on you Feel my kisses and embrace my love Enjoy my passion and have some fun I hope you are enjoying this as much as I Because this is making me hot, I can't lie Some call it wasteful but that doesn't matter to me To see you smile and enjoy being pampered Is pure ecstasy

The Reasons

We are in two different places and two different head spaces so that's why I need to stay away from you I love you but I have to keep my distance Because I forget who I am when you are in my presence. I seem to forgot our rough past and dream about how we could be I thought couldn't live without you, couldn't breath without you when you walked away from us but reality reminded me that it's your loss so just let it be. Learning to function without you has been one of the hardest things I've had to do but it needed to be done so I had to make do Wondering if our love has truly died or is sleeping like snow White longing to be awakened by your sweet kiss but these things I can't sit around and wait for because that kiss may never come and I don't know what the world has in store for me, so why sit around waiting for you to decide to love me? Why should I let you Control my destiny? When any fool with eyes could see that it gets no better than me. There is someone out there waiting for me to be everything they desire and more, No need to explain what's behind our closed door. I can walk away with my head held high because I gave all I could and everything in life deserves a try.

Making love to the rain

You make me wet inside and out Caressing my skin with each and every drop You make it worth it to get caught up in you, cleansing my soul as you do what you do. Giving me your purest form of affection and the pleasure of your erection simply takes my breath away. You know the right things to say and which parts of my body need your touch the most. You pull me in close and never let me go. I hate to see the sunshine because that means you have to go but when I see the clouds gather, I'll be ready for you with my raincoat on.

Time for Goodbyes

I miss the strong aroma of your cologne on my bed sheets and the time you spent invading my dreams and I wouldn't be asleep
I miss tugging on your beard while you laid next to me and your sweet kisses trailing from the back of my neck to the top of my feet
I miss sitting in your lap watching you play call of duty and you making dinner whatever I was hungry
I miss the old you and our old things but times change and all I have is sweet memories of the man that I thought I loved and our history. Chemistry feels right but it didn't make you happy. I was holding you back from what you were yearning for and I was to busy wanting more of your love because that's what I thought I needed but looking back it was only feelings that I thought were real. A comfort zone leading to no mansland and love that was only one sided.  I've learned from my mistakes and I've learned from you. Not every man is man enough to make your dreams come true and just because you love someone doesn't mean they are right for you. But I thank God for you because if we never happened, discovering reality wouldn't have been so fulfilling. Time to embark on a new journey with a clear mind and a reunited spirit
Thank you for everything, you were just what I needed

Shower Scene

One shower head Two bodies The perfect combination for love making The hot water and steam contributes to the dirty things we do to one another Starts off innocently enough until you start rubbing up against my butt with what I know isn't a bar of soap Whispering in my ear to let you have it and don't be scared girl just grab it You get to kissing on my spot and you are trying to mess up my clean body but I don't want you to stop Picking me up and pressing me against the wall, I'm praying to God we don't slip and fall High off passion as we look into each other's eyes, with each stroke my love dripping down your thighs Knocking over body wash and getting into it, why are you worried about my hair getting wet? I don't have any. When your moans match mine and I get to shaking at the same time, I know we've completed the task at hand. Give me 30 minutes rest and we can do it again

Boxer Briefs

It's something about a man wearing this one thing that drives my little behind insane. Next to nothing but still enough mystery for my mind to wonder whatcha working with. Nothing but a tease but it doesn't bother me because I'll take down anything that tempts me. I can't resist the deliciousness of a chocolate man in greatest gift to all of woman's kind and my perverted mind wanting to touch and kiss every part of his canvas, talmbout ready to sit on his lap and enlarge that imprint, give him the time of his life if he can handle it. I don't mean to be mannish but baby can I have it, I mean do you mind if I undress you from your suit and tie and let me vibe? Well I needs to know Can I? Just know don't come around me just wearing the that one thing that drives me crazy

Lovers Anonymous Meeting

Hi my name is Tarolyn and I'm recovering I've been addicted to love for over 5 years and this drug abuse is killing me I can't sleep, won't eat, and neglecting my friends and family that need me I know it's wrong but it feels so right to be high off what's my kryptonite but it's time to let it go and start a new So that's why I'm here to spill my guts you. I've given my money, time, hell I would have gave my life for my doses of love in my life. I had to be dumb to believe that this was going to workout for me but I become hopelessly optimistic when it comes to the things I need or what I feel like I need. But I've discovered that I can survive without it and I'll be fine. It's been a long hard 3 weeks but I stand here and say I'm clean. I've come close to relapsing but God is in control of every and has kept me close to Him. This is just the beginning of my journey and a long road ahead but I'm grateful for a fresh start and that I'm not dead

Growing Up

I'm evolving into my rare form and it is scaring me But there is a blessing in transformation that I've come to see Shedding the old and outdated things about yourself that are unnecessary You start living, like hard core living and your dreams are birthed in the world daily and you can't remember the last time a nightmare kept you up at night The type of living that you thought couldn't exist after you lost the one thing you thought you couldn't live without. Now you are better off without it and life after a loss is so much more worth it I look in the mirror and it blows my mind that the reflection looking back at me is mine. I'm coming into my own and feels so right and I am still in shock that this is my life. The beauty of it all is that the key has always been within me because I am the creator of my own destiny