15 October 2012

Hittin It!!!!!!!!!

*SMACK* My chest to the bed and my ass in the air You rip my panties off and tell me you’ll buy me a new pair *SMACK* No need for words, the sexual tension is saying what all needs to be said You have been waiting for me to get home and get me in the bed *SMACK* Kissing me on the back of my neck and working your way down my spine Squeezing on my breast, warming me up on the inside *SMACK* I feel my passion fruit juice running done my thighs as you find my waist and guide your erection inside of what calls you late nights and makes you late for work in the morning *SMACK* My blood pressure is up and my heart rate is outta this world Our rhythm becomes one and it feels as if our passion is about to explode *SMACK* What’s my name? *SMACK* I can’t hear you *SMACK* This pussy mine? *SMACK* Damn right this pussy’s mine *SMACK* Ahhhhhhhhhhhh shit *SMACK* Immmmmmmmmma *SMACK* Bouttttttta *SMACK* CUMMM Fin.

30 September 2012

Letter to my future unborn son

I have dreams of my mardi gras mask belly tattoo spreading as wide as the moon With my prince growing deep inside me, my future blessing I dream about you all the time, how perfect you would be From the shade of chocolate of your skin to the color of those beautiful eyes Wondering of your lips will be as thick as mine and if you will have dimples when you smile But most of all I dream about the type of man you will be I need you to be a God fearing man, a man of honor and courage Doing what’s right when others expect the worst of you A gentleman because this world is losing them Be outgoing no matter what Give your best in everything you do Have goals for yourself, dreams for yourself Thrive when the society wants you to fail But most of all never break a woman’s heart intentionally Your mother has been through a heart break or two and I NEVER want you to be that guy I want you to treat women like queens and never play with their hearts You are coming from me and I am royalty and you must understand that If you wouldn’t want it done to me, don’t do it yourself Your body is sacred, always remember that I want to bring you up the right way, a better way You will be my baby but I promise not to baby you I can’t expect you to a man if I am constantly holding your hand I hope your father agrees with me whenever I meet him and marry him But this is the foundation of greatness in my eyes Until the time is right and my dreams come true I’ll meet you in my dreams and know that I love you TCG

Owwwww What A Man

You step into his door and tells you to get undressed right then and there Don't ask him any questions and get your ass upstairs. You drop everything as the words pass his lips, this tone is new to you but you like it Your mind races a mile a minute but the thrill excites you You can't keep a smile off you face as you step out of your high heel shoes Walking up the stairs you are met by soft music and rose petals on the floor and The smell of Egyptian musk in the air, your favorite body oil He grabs you by the hand and guides you to the bathroom There is a bubble bath and bottle of wine awaiting you He turns and says relax your mind and your body because that's what I need you to do Because tonight you belong to me and I am going to spoil you He helps you into the bath and hands you a glass of wine You are pretty much speechless at this point in time He washes you from toe to head, with every touch so sensual You've finished off the bottle of wine and feeling all types of wonderful He gets you out the tub and drys off every inch of your body He whispers in your ear,"It's time, are you ready?" With you heart racing and blood pressure through the roof, he guides you to the bedroom To your surprise your bags are backed with a flight tickets sitting on the night stand He turns to you and starts to explain that he is taking you on a romantic get-away and that you don't need to worry about a thing because he has taken care of everything. He scoops you in his arms and walks you to the bed and says before I take you there, I am TAKING YOU THERE If you could explain how great you feel you would but you can't because your vocabulary can't do the man you love proper justice There is nothing like a man WHO takes control TCG

Now What?

I gave you NOTHING less than my best when it came to us because you required it from me but in the end you fucked me royally because while I was busy setting my life up around you, you were making plans to dismiss me along. Crush my dreams and replace them with nightmares, patting me on the back and telling me you still care and that you are sorry that it had to end this way but the tears I cry mean nothing to you at all because that still doesn't change the fact that you don't want me but yet you do. You only want certain parts of me that can satisfy you. This is my life you have wrecked, can't you see that? Why must it be a game of whits when it comes to what we have. I gave you my last and you threw it out the window. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO NOW? I gotta start over while you continue living your life yet my heart is broken over us ......... Some say it is better to have loved than not to have loved at all but from my point of view, I wished we never got involved TCG

07 September 2012

Battling

In my mind I go back and forth with how things are going
Do i keep your feelings first and continue to torture myself because I want more from what we have. I basically let us be what we are because I'm scared that if I push for more things will change 4 the worse and you will back away fron me like you did before. I don't want to force you to do anything but baby I do need some reassuring. It's tough to go forward when you are going forward alone, I get nervous thinking about confronting you with my issue. Do you really have my back or is it just a phase. Am I important to you like you say I am or am I just your favorite game to play? Are my feelings for you disposal to you, worth keeping close to your heart? Do you want me to stay off potential alone but what if potential never develops huh? What if you walk away and I stay? Does that ever cross your mind? Do I ever cross your mind? Sweetie I need to know

... Either ... Or ...

If this isn’t where you WANT to be, than you are more than welcome to leave just make sure you leave behind THE key this time because there is NO coming back through my threshold of love and dedication but IF you are staying there MUST be some changes because living like this is NOT enough for me. I NEED you to understand that I AM a woman who feeds off your energy, who needs your affection and attention. Half stepping is officially off limits because I AM greatness and you NEED to recognize that I AM not some little girl to be played with because it takes an extraordinary woman to love a brilliant mind like yours but you MUST hear me when I say I NEED MORE than the bare minimum you are allowing yourself to produce. Either we fix this now and chuck the DUECE!

19 August 2012

Touch Me

Topless is easy access to what feels real to you and I, which means that I need us to be on the same level in which things have the power to come together in perfect harmony the way things should be between people such as ourselves. Makes no difference to me because our intimacy is the most important thing to me because it is nothing like seeing your man happy or feeling him lose his mind when grips your ass from behind. I can't help it that I feed off your energy and I need what I need but us having that type of chemistry is a blessing to me!

Reality Check

Night sweats are just like peanut butter and chocolate perfectly complimenting each other when they touch your lips. You invade my dreams and make everything on me wet but it is a beautiful feeling when you are caressing my consciousness and causing flash floods and tropical storm type weather inside of me ......... But I wonder if it is just a dream or are you next to me. I can't wait to close my eyes and meet you with my thighs spread wide Because your tongue will greet me, your arms will hold me steady as you work me out. Feels so real, feels so good, driving me wild......... What a dream to have.

He Always Wins

Wearing my panties on top of his head as a sign of victory Because I had been teasing him steadily that he will never beat me but yet he got me at my own game. He didn't say a word while he had me screaming his name because he told me he could show me better than tell me that he is the man round here and he is running thangs and running me as well. Yet my mouth got to running, fueling his fire. That fire deep in the core of his manhood. Determined to prove a point to me that no matter how big and bad I get, he still has the power to put me down where I need to be. It drives me wild and makes me crave him more but it is what it is and I am grateful for him!