I am done

Frustration and dissatisfaction will be the death of me
My heart is falling apart
The battle has won

1:55 am Central Time

I'm ready to fall out off my clothes and touch you with my loins
Caress you with my pride and release my love from within
Can I have my way with you? Because the way I'm thinking, I don't need any restriction
This is not a dream nor a test so lock in and enjoy the ride
The passion is gonna blow your mind once you get inside
Embrace me, feel what I live
Open up to and show me what it is that you have to express
I know you have it in you, show me your best
Let me have what I need from you and I'll give you the rest

TCG

Growing Up

I feel that this process is healthy for me, helping me cleanse myself of my personal demons and focus on the things I need and gather what my heart desires. I hadn't been this passionate about celebrating lent since I was a little girl at Saint James Major LOL
I'm still figuring some things out but I'm making am effort ya know! Job hunting, thinking about my future, expanding my horizons. My gma says the only reason I want to work is so I cam buy shoes nd dresses LOL Part of that is true but I am ready to have my own you know. Well at least work for, grind for it.
My lent plan I am on is pretty good, well pretty great. Has me thinking about alot in my life and what I need to correct and let God's plan for me work for me. Believe me being as head strong as I am, this is kicking my butt lol but I determined to make it! Easter here I come

My heart is full

I just saw Act Of Valor .........
My heart was truthly touched
I am grateful that I will be lacing up my boots in a profession that I love and serving my country and protecting my family, loved ones, friends.
Shouted with moment of joy and cried in moments of pain
I can't wait to start my Army career, it is gonna be one hell of a ride!
Hooah!

Really???

It is obvious to me that you are living your life freely
But can you be man enough to speak truthfully
There is a 2nd tooth brush in ur bathroom that's pink and long strands of hair all over ur sink
Pads nd lashes in your trash can and I know you cant go through a whole roll of toliet paper in a week
Feminite body wash and a body puff are in your shower and none of it's mine and I know you don't use them
Be honest about yours or atleast smarter
I know you have other female friends but damn let me think I'm the only 1
Don't give me that I'm looking for things that aren't there when those things found me in your bathroom nd I was just going to pee
Be sensitive to the fact I have feelings well at least the common courtesy.
And if I ask you a question about what I see then its a straight face lie of those things don't mean anything.
But can I ask you this, if you were me would you put up with this shit?

Label me this

I must be a bitch because you feel that I am
Or because it makes you feel less of man when i challenge you
If I lay on my back nd let you have your way with me it's cool
But if I stand up for what I believe in then I'm rude
Being an assertive Black woman makes me a everything but a child of God
Imma a hoe imma slut imma blumpy face Bitch
But if i keep my mouth close nd go with the flow
Then maybe you will drop my title as a hoe
I let you use me, miss treat me, so called love me, nd leave me but I tell you to keep it moving you aren't having it.
You want your way with me but I can't have what i need from you,
Nd you think you can fix the wrongs you have done by calling me boo
Now you are mad at the fact I caught you in a lie
Nd i don't wanna keep our so called friendship alive
But your words cut deep nd my feelings are hurt because I belittled myself nd decreased my self worth
For a handsome smile nd slick words
But the truth is out nd your true colors have shown
That Imma Bitch by your definition
I'll be that if it means cutting all ties with you
Fuck keeping a Mister Wrong, I ain't no fool

Just Mayb

I was always told I am to young for love and marriage cause I have yet to experience life
But what if being a wife to the man I love is life for me?
Mayb sharing my world with the man of my dreams is my dream
Can I honestly say settling down is what feels right to me
Giving my all to the man that loves me unconditionally
Knowing my flaws and all he still wants to be with me?
The one who laughs at my corny jokes as hard as I do
Who comforts me when the tribulations of life come knocking at my door
To want to spend the rest of my life being everything he ever desired and hoped for
To stand in front of God and let Him know that he is my 1
You can't tell age that it is to young to love because I know for a fact that it isn't
Because love knows no age limit

Sorry Doesn't Cut It!

What is wrong with keeping your word
You chose to let me down everytime
Is it is so hard to make me smile
And not bullshit around with my feelings
Im tired of hearing the excuses
And your apologies are useless to me
Why can't you just do the right thing?
If you weren't gonna do right from the start
You shouldn't have introduced yourself to my heart
Why did you embrace my desires
If you knew u were gonna act like a coward
I can't believe I wanted you close to me foreal
Why bother with wiping away my tears
Look at what you have done to me
You messed me up internally
Yet you can sleep at night knowing you are hurting me
And you can let baby I'm sorry pass your lips
But ain't nothing sorry but yo ass nd you know it
Im tired of being let down by you
Why love a man that cant love you?

FUCK I hate sleeping alone

Brand new pillows, freshly washed sheets
Nd the only person getting in bed is me
Pretty redd lipstick and high heel shoes
Sexy lingerie and music to set the mood
Candles lit, sweet scents fill the air
For me to cuddle with my DAMN teddy bear
Rub my head, Scratch my back, and smack my ass
I guess I'll have to a have wet dream to get all that
It gets cold in my little ol'bed
Phone calls and text messages don't fix shit
Especially when all I want clit licked
This is a sad site to see
But the drought is real
Life goes on but I still hate sleeping alone

-TCG